confusion maybe not

could be that you can heal yourself if you stop thinking in the circle of confusion let’s say drop out not drop drugs or smoke pot temporary palliatives the hangover will last a lifetime and the visions forgot worse buyer’s remorse since you may have to sell your self and or soul to sustain the fix so let’s say you were sent to exotic foreign vacation lands and the natives were restive and resentful of your being in their face and space & you were told what to do while there then came back minus your legs and once-upon-a-time you were a cheerleader or quarterback now the throwing arm in pieces your mind scrambled and nobody wants you without what they wanted to see under your skirt in their opinion you made a mistake serving your country well just for love lets say it was just what happened not your fault or the misjudgment of doubled down and lost you plus the investment so what are you going to do stew for eternity over it our get about living what is in front of you your life as it is get over the cause the condition and live the real in this moment outside the circle of confusion you have now the first day for the rest of your life to live and stop living the last day it was as it was in confusion as boy girl child adolescent then adult the same issue prevails since your parents were once just like you at your age facing the same issues economic, success, ambition, get rich and famous, problems, opportunities and gave it all up to have you giving you life conscious of itself as just life maybe wanted maybe not but there you are free to choose the this moment forgetting the rest remember this brethren we are what we are in this moment eternal flowing through us do you want love then be loveable and receive the wealth of that greater than anything talking back or rusts there is a place within us that water will make blush like the desert after a spring rain that is the real you not what people tell you its not so much what they or you say but the silence of love once experienced it grows if you give it away making room for more then more comes some things just happen when you happened to be there now no fault no confusion just be healed by what your are exclusive of what you think you should be extrude yourself from the confusion and be love for everything and everyone it will confuse the hell out of them. Don’t be a nut case be a fruit cake. LOL <: span="span">

PS . . . 19:42 those of us who Jesus left behind forgot his laughter and the light of his loving sight so generously spread even upon those of us who slayed Him indifferently
. . . yet He remains so near . . . so very dear to and in my heart
PPS . . . 19:54 in review, the painful part of writing, do I tamper with or otherwise modify or leave stand what was writing in a fit of love. No. I know it difficult for even me to read and I am nominally the author yet instead of rewrite tickle and tamper ala Agee I’ll let it go as is . . . Be Well
God bless God pretty please


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