staring into the abyss staring back at us
in retribution the evil intent is exorcising 
ourselves becoming the abyss multiplied
oddly destroying and/or other wise teach
ing them to be more terrorist than we with
might sans right to kill three million there
fore the 5 thousand or so they destroyed?
did we not teach the slayers of Oscar Romero?
the keeper is kept
the slain slays us
what part of ‘Do no murder’ is misunderstood?

“There's nothing I'm afraid of like scared people.”
--Robert Frost

“Weak people cannot be sincere.”
--La Rochefoucauld

“As long as I know myself to be a coward I shall be unhappy.”
--L. Frank Baum

. . . recent posted research suggest the demise a time of dinosaurs
caused by their flatulence the next dying off will be due the fatuousness of those who purport to serve and protect
the time of war is impracticable and never the ‘Will of God’ save only those who ‘by divine right’ elect themselves as faux demigods ‘God’s Will’ generally implies do no murder nor harm least wise will we be naked crying and playing with cockroaches and rats who’ll survive us upon a bare gray ball pocked with not comet strikes but nuclear f__k you very much Exxon & Uncle Bob Cheney Howdy being wooden and voiceless remains the dummy.

“Don't pray to escape trouble. Don't pray to be comfortable in your emotions. Pray to do the will of God in every situation. Nothing else is worth praying for.”
--Samuel M. Shoemaker

. . . black arts practiced by young children waffling joy sticks playing drones seem benevolent compared to
FBI, NSA, CIA, HLS et al who I anticipate burying me alive the grave i dig with my mouth let it be so i’ll die soon anyway as will we all . . . but what of the children?

“One of the great attractions of patriotism - it fulfills our worst wishes. In the person of our nation we are able, vicariously, to bully and cheat. Bully and cheat, what's more, with a feeling that we are profoundly virtuous.”
--Aldous Huxley

“A straight path never leads anywhere except to the objective.”
--Andre Gide

“When three people call you an ass, put on a bridle.”
--Spanish proverb
http://www.famousquotesandauthors.com/random_quotes.html
"It is written: 'Man does not live on bread alone, but on every word that comes from the mouth of God.'" --Jesus in Matthew 4:4 --- all above quotes save Jesus’ were collected randomly this day, date, time
. . . least I bore you to tears or self immolation or otherwise to grasp your posterior with both hands and kiss it goodbye also see, please: Going Solo: A Brief History of Living Alone and the Enduring Social Stigma Around Singletons
By: Maria Popova http://www.brainpickings.org/

close session search and write 120510 10:36

can hardly I call it a game or play these moments at awakening when as in the now distant past I’d play Bible Bingo random selection greeting the new day the impact is similar yet the results often strange in difference between now becoming a new eternity lived in a day and sleep a death welcomed without expectation of resurrection again

events of these past several days irrevocably changed me lessening my romantic ideation to something harder less squishy and in my random encounter with quotes collected or new to me I find affirmation of questions and resolutions asked yesterday and long before only more consciously emphatic

it is enough to orchestrate the elements intention to completion in anything we do all is a self portrait anyway rendered yet it oft seems that we hurl our first new born into the night well hearing no splash the sound of one hand is silence best applause derived comes from within yet in another time or conjunction confluence intercourse with another is affirmation of both the origin of love and random mention

providence or divine inspiration seems pretentious but is not all life so the fact of free will alone should give us pause to kneel or fall prostrate in supplication the gifts denied or accepted responsibly for others that they not merely exist but thrive in these brief moments between the beginning and end of infinity

do i capitalize or punctuate these prancing words or like Einstein stand a fool grinning before God in the end who is no White Man with Gold Tooth grinning amused flashing from behind a vast snow white beard an antique Santa Claus playfully

indubitability reading came first orgasm second finally in closing days ecstasy playing with words
father was a marvelous fencing master who having run me through the heart with ‘you have diarrhea of the mouth’ early and often followed with ‘a monkey with a word processor could write a novel,’ and by extrapolation poetry epic or doggerel and between God and Man indifferent to self lays silence as death when last I after many similar verbatim's asked why ‘I didn’t know any better.’ . . . the critic? he loved to mutilate words as i did and do mangled

. . . no, like Lincoln the silence his address at Gettysburg miss thought a prayer The Sound of One Hand echoing . . . “Oh love will make a dog howl in rhyme.” - John Fletcher

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