120615
12:03
We
who live lives in our minds hearts consciousness unified eventually
succumb to the Creator of the creator in us Finally seduced
irrevocably by loving attention and kindness we die in obscurity and
at times perchance to be discovered self aborted then prized as The
Caged Birds who sang retrospectively now awarded obscenely by those
whose only creation was greed hoarded everything except a self bereft
of a live lived for others creativity so joyous that lives endlessly
martyred would arise from death endlessly resurrected to do it again
for joy the agony of love and divinity of these moments of silence in
which God speaks to us.
Divinity
must in some sense look like me lusting for the young mother whose
beauty is astonishing, the child begot, the mother of the begotten,
and the begetter all vessel who in origin three dolls within dolls
not wooden but whole fecund lubricious flesh and then I recognize
myself as both a lusty old goat and one who would give his eyes,
mind, sexuality, everything for them to be well.
Generous?
Perhaps
but the words come easily the death actual painfully bereft finally
forsaken in departure choose to affirm the divinity of those left
behind to carry on and on in life or living death?
To
posit a thesis in the sanctuary of your Self and falling exhausted
have it answered in such exquisite explosive logic is had I were I
otherwise would terrify previously yet it did/done time and again
when I fell humiliated into my personal well of hell again to climb
to die so many times & be resurrected is to know in death the
true value of life lived in nearly any mean or measure still a
treasure but it is Okay to die Life has become unlivable the world
pillaged, looted, burned and raped for the benefit for a few. Those
friends of mine are no fiends or candidates for exorcism so I pity
them their self abortion not by election but genetic The inability to
have merciful compassion or empathy to slake their greed so obscenely
demonstrated serial masturbation rape execution of life
indiscriminate endlessly reprised rehearsed their audience fellow
addicts no end in sight.
Fight
Club?
Congress
having congress with itself contemptuous a carnival freak show to
call them whores is to applaud them since whores perform useful
functions noble in fact and deed so call the daily news a circle jerk
with a few little girls giggling on the side lines.
We
will be known for the number of Strange Fruit we've slain through our
celebrated perversions powerfully displayed Frank Buck with his shoe
upon the Elephant
I
wish the Native Americans had had the Big One to counter the
Mayflower.
&/or
habeas corpus vacated.
Perhaps
maybe maybe not the practice of aborting the family and fortune of
those caught in crimes against mankind free market capitalism
socialism for the Rich & Famous unspeakable acts against nature
should be expunged forward and backward their gene pool eradicated as
I'm informed was once practiced in old Rome and then by the KGB. To
invoke or provoke such harsh strident extreme measures would give me
no slack since I'd be the first taken by what Judge? God? No I trust
God's mercy for my follies and circus acts as I must yours.
. . .
times they are a changing and we're blowing in the wind
We
were never told by Our or Their wisdom book authored by god? To stay
snug in Safe Harbor as a ship of fools or an ark of the New Covenant
we must sail on until there is freedom for all. We are One body a
corpus of divinity not criminals.
120615
06:33
love
notes
between
the
numinous
&
i
dare
I
publish
?
to
love is to love forever
more
becoming
love
in
turn
for
all
most
of all for the Beloved
who
loving us all
adores
us
