cycling
from rest to awareness within the crucible alchemical is compressed
in duration and filled with many things: sparking words aflame
metaphors and similes hilarious. A switch instantaneous thrown from
horizontal to vertical vibrant with joy.
And
of she I adore wondering will she find me well or ill company for now
or longer? This reality? She inspires in me — a muse — a freedom
previously unimaginable, a future where there seemed only awaiting
the undertaker near or distant solitary. There are alarms where I
live currently sounding in the night to which if long I hurry wrapped
in whatever. I know the drill carried out on stretcher or within a
black zippered bag bent-in-half the exit door.
Otherwise
playing solitaire as dealt moment by moment knowing the point is not
to win but play life as far as it goes and beyond. Bell Ringer or
not.
Through
frissons is this calm peace deeply growing glowing within whatever
these moments of joy more than all moments before. Only The Audition
will prove to go forward or reverse. Her final verdict these precious
days yet as always the interlocutor is present my greatest audience
who awakens me in joyful anticipation this I do now. Who seems to nod
the distant leaf in favor of what will come. No cyclone of love just
a gentle gyre the whisper seen in a dragonfly or hummingbird and ant
or spider scurrying and then and now will always be the river of
words gurgling within wanting out. Sometimes a flood others a tear
more often gentle runnels/rills. Going on and on no longer terrified
of distemper, dysfunction, short or long, dementia and then
Alzheimer's lingering.
What
drug is this peace? No aynodine palative but real moving forward wind
in my face grinning beatifically. Leaning headlong knowing the ending
is not near but a place for us together or apart life itself blessed
either way. These extraodinary moments expanding as rain dropping on
a still pond wrippling outwards concentric perfect.
Peace
I say is within all of us.
Within
inherent possible real.
Strumming
wanting song
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22:19 MDT cycling between
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