do i imply a certain knowing of the divine? if so you should know that i am nothing special equal to you unique more special and all life reverenced rage abandoned as it should be walked away from as I now have since the leaving was inevitable before my ending in death a last attempt at redemption forgiveness for self trashing even that i now rejoice in since it has taught me final lessons now thinking it my rage as baggage a sort of self righteous wealth making it impossible to pass through the eye of the needle of which at times staring into the starry crown of the heavens a twinkle that was for me then the eye of the needle all wide open and should i live an hour or day months longer than decades I will remain at this portal unknowing the intentions for me writ by God. . . .before as St. John said of the word; the Logos?
Could it be as it should be by my faith that we individually are parts of the resurrection? Some nearly whole but never so since there is only one Jesus infinite in time without measure sometimes i see him as just a scrawny Jewish kid murdered by his own time and the Leaders of Israel the crowd the people shouting for His humiliation naked upon the cross in death pissing and shitting himself they manipulated by those who lead He never as reproduced on Baptist Sunday School walls blonde blue eyed Arian but more nearly Negroid black and beautiful could be God actual playing the role of His/Her son i sit naked at the feet of those who inform me by words loving not killing me they of uncertain race gender or creed sexual proclivities or not none of my business and not in my job description better defined daily not so much by love notes but what you say of your ordinary truths lived and died by in flesh and blood bled
God or Higher Power or The All is everywhere like electricity yet i've been sold that should I want to be nicely toasted I have to get into the toaster of course by the merchant/businessman/politician who owns the toaster and franchise brand name definition of who what where why when God is. Yet in listening to you and reading the quotes I know differently since God is in each and everyone of us not in kind by different by degrees of attention and petition
quid pro quo measure for measure the laborer worthy of hire by whom? Usury rules the day now those who profit from the consumption of those who sweat by those who don't and now that the they don't has lost the farm, the water, the earth, the sky, the sea polar bears drowning we're supposed to rescue them? Say thank you for all your theft?
We the meek will inherit what's left and share amongst us the surplus fishes and loaves. While they drown in the sea of red ink undivided. When they are meek we'll share our love with them better.
Forgive me my trespass this infliction of rumination for our current commonwealth leading no one into evil?
. . . idle hands and minds rejoiced in will lead us to the truth
120907 10:37 impending
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